isolatedd

2004-10-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

heya pals...i got a new blog...www.myinnerme.blogspot.com..so..update!!!

2004-10-21T15:47:00.000+08:00

xams are over.
happy?
yeah right.

'myinnerme

2004-10-21T12:03:00.000+08:00

went to band prac todae.it was damn funn. WHEEE.gna play for sec 1,2 and 3s e chapel nxt week.WOOHOO!!u knw wht? i feel lyk im talking to myself.and its weird.really weird.tml collecting results.urghh.i dunt giv a damn bout how much i will score.im sure tt God will make me go to a class which he had already planned..right?owells.wish me luck.

2004-10-15T14:20:00.000+08:00

dear GOD,
why must i go thru all e ppain?why must i suffer,just to gain?i cant take it, all e pain..im not stong enuff to hold on.

2004-10-15T14:17:00.000+08:00

three more exams...whn is it gna end??!!!

2004-10-11T16:57:00.000+08:00

chinese sux.

2004-10-08T18:20:00.000+08:00

dunt cry out loud
just keep it inside
and learn how to hide yr feelings

2004-09-29T19:20:00.000+08:00

ok.FINE.i'll listen to U pple.i'll blog.see? i'm bloggin.hah.

2004-09-26T15:05:00.001+08:00

suffering frm exam fevar.blah.

2004-09-09T13:32:00.000+08:00

hmmm.i'm borred.dno wad to post.at least i'm posting aniwae.haha

2004-08-27T21:08:00.000+08:00

dunt remind me of science jeanut and tessa.haha.anyway..today is a realli stressed day.haha..english got 35/50 for d test.haix.e highest is andrea.congrats!haha.41/50.budden is lyk dang linen one lorrr.other teachers mark is sooo strict.faith 2-1 d highest is 36 lorrr.haha.anyways.......tired of blogging nowadays.........cya.

a missonary called allen bay staying my hse for a week.=]last time i went to chengmai and met with him also.nice guy.haha.

bbbbbbbbbyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeee.

2004-08-20T20:21:00.000+08:00

my letter to God.

dear God,
why is it so hard to love somebody?i tried and tried but i could'nt.i knw tt u want us to love our neighbours,even our enemies.i'm trying hard to.pls help me to put your love into my heart.only u can put in yr everlasting and unconditional love in me.let it overflow so tt i can pass it to others so tt i can share of yr love and reach out to others arnd me.

love,
divinialynn

____*lovemakestheworldgoround.

2004-08-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

heyaa.at audreys hse now.haha.errr.todaes mathes test no time sia.i think will fail.sigh.

___*howdoidrawclosetoyou?

2004-08-18T19:51:00.000+08:00

.
.
.
she will b loved.-maroon 5

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

___*lloveyou

2004-08-18T18:47:00.001+08:00

my letter to God.

dear God,
thank eu for sending yr Son , JESUS CHRIST,to e cross to die for me.thank eu for giving me such lovely parents and such wondefull friends.Lord, i ask tt u would help me to spread e good news of Jesus to as much pple as possible so tt they may knw bout e greatness of yr love.i ask of u dear Lord,to send yr presence to GMSS so tt many may see of yr sweetness and faithfulness towards us.touch them too,with yr everlasting and eternal love so tt they may glorify yr name.dear Lord,please bless all those who seek u continueosly and forgive tose who are wicked.and Lord,help me to follow yr ways and push temptation otta my mind.i also wna ask of u to protect those hu believe in u,so tt they may preach e gospel without any hinderance.teach them to trust in u and show them yr light so tt it may b reflected on those hu are lost.cover e school with yr precious blood Lord.AMEN!

your faithful servant,
divinialynn.

____*iamwillingtosacrificeall___forGOD.*

2004-08-15T14:57:00.000+08:00

..
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i love sundays.
cuz i love church.[lame.]
yepp.
i love to be in HIS presence.
peace is wht i have whn im with HIm.
every sunday aft church
i'll always cum home refreshed
i simply love e feeling.
i will simply forget my troubles
en put everything aside for the new wk ahead.
dunt ask me to describe it.
i cant.

hmmm.
todae had a realli bad sore throat and flu.
=s
must be e haze.
pray for me yeah.
thnks.=]

pls:hippO played e drums todae btw.=D

___*lurvemakestheworldgoround___*

2004-08-14T09:27:00.000+08:00

..
..
..
i dunt knw why i loved u
bud i knw i'll alwaes do
for u cheered me up
when i was down
held me there
when i was in a merry-go-round
gave me a tissue
when i cried
a small issue
which i cannot deny
u gave me help
in my time of need
gave me corage
when my heart bled
i'll alwaes give my love to u
even if its not returned
l'll alwaes do
divinialynn.

2004-08-13T20:13:00.000+08:00

..
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im sick.
sick of everything.
the only meaning in my life is God.
tts where i get e strength to stay awake.
alive.

2004-08-09T16:10:00.000+08:00

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ytd celebrated my bdae by watching fireworks for 10mins.sat down for 3hrs there just to watch fireworks for 10MINS.im kinda pissed ya.i was sooo bored.sooo hot.sooo thirsty.hhaas.bud it was a good experience.got a new hp for my bdae.LG G7100.yeaa.my parents bought it for me.cool eh?nowadays kinda lazy to blog.my fingers are kinda letargic.cya then.

2004-08-03T18:41:00.000+08:00

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mr.lim came to our class.he looked retarded.getting fatter.sheesh.ng pek suan did a powerpoint.en she suddenly teached soo well kehh.just to impress mr.lim.DUH!mayb she wna get a promotion or smthing.as if she whld.HE period ah leong kept on smiling at mr lim.LOL.shes mental.mr tay actually wan us to read out e passages we wrote bout teachers.too bad mr lim was there.BOO-HOO. and for ONCE he teached. surprise of e century? he even showed us a powerpoint presentation! hahas.everyone in e class was also esp. quiet todae.xcept for me and 'jeanut'.XD.aft tt went to tam.funn.and went to spotlight to buy de hm econs thangs.spent $9.90.just for ah leong! goshh. i must be mad! argh.wht a 'good' way to spent money.-_-
yeah!knw how to play sumtimes and whereva u will go on da piano! WOO-HOO!

__*sumtimesitrytoflyifall.withoutmywingsifeelsosmall___*
[takenfrmbritney.sumtimes]

2004-08-01T16:03:00.000+08:00

..
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we don't knw
wht lies ahead
tt doen't mean
tt we shld dread
just hold yr hand
en hold on tight
en u will lead us
thru e night
for God,u knw
e way to go
en if we listen
u will show
if we watch
en obey
you will lead us
all e way.
dii-vvv-nii=D

____*intimeslykethese,itsonliYOUicantrust____*

y cant i understand u anymore?
y have u bcum lyke this?
i wont understand
and i think i'll nvr will
i feel afraid
afraid tht i might lose u
lose u again.

2004-07-31T21:29:00.000+08:00

..
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boredd.
frustrated.
downstairs my hse got some stoopid singing competition or smthing.
now listening to an old man sing 'xiaowei'
DUH.

todae went to jayne's church gathering.
nicee.
watched a show called road to redemption
reaali touching.
cried.
haha.
thn took neos.
retarded neos.
LOL
mon gort science test.
damn.
sure fail.
heck lahh.
budden wna go to a gd class nxt yr.
sign.
needa study.
how NICE.
=]

____*letthefireburn*___

2004-07-30T19:46:00.000+08:00

..
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heya.
sophyandy shaved.
hahas.
2dae was borr-ing.
full of crapp.
got back my chinese test.
got 34.5\50.
not bad ehh?
=]
mathes test todae.
surely fail.
=

2004-07-28T19:36:00.000+08:00

hey.now at limyings hse.yea.juz ate maggi.hungry for more.=D wana stay ova.yeaa.budden cannot.arghh.

2004-07-27T19:01:00.000+08:00

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heyy.hmm.juz came back frm skool.yea.tired.chinese test sure fail.die.saw a2.LOL.nth much happened todae,xcept tt jeannette cut her finger and didnt knw it until lyke..5mins ltr.DUH.had fun carving.hahas.yea.frm now on,i hav to refrian frm sweets man.eating lotsa them.=Dtml home econs test.heck lahh.ah leong was so crappy to dae.LOL.dwanye got to e third round of singapore idol.budden he blank out on stage.so he was out.damn.he is sooo supercool en his voice is lyke..wow.too bad lahh.sigh.

____*itsnoteasytobeme___*

2004-07-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

..
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spend e last 5mins figuring out e out the chords for the five for fighing 'its not easy'song.and i got it! i got e chords!! hahas.lalala.i'm so happy.yeaa.love d song damn much man.XD YEAH!

___*retardedd.

2004-07-25T15:40:00.000+08:00

why must u make things so complicated when it is fine?
why must u keep entering my mind?
i'm lost.i'm confused.
didnt knw love could be such a complicated thang.
now i'm juzt living day by day
nothing to look forward for
even when i'm gay
now in my room
sighing away
oh Lord
help me see yr light
even if its just a ray
divinialynn.

__lost.im confused.dont knw hu to choose.__*

2004-07-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

chinese oral?
dun tok bout it.
i suck at chinese.
LOL.

did cip todae.
frm 11.50-4pm.
okay lahh.
not the whole time do lahh.
slack alil'.
errr.
alot.XD
three guys came and donated.
then we pasted his sleeve with laods of stickers.
covered it up.
and he kept on laughing.
heh.

we saw b3x perform at paragon.
the person pronounced it as 'q'.
it was nice thou.
the performance i mean.
lovedd e first song.
whereever u will go by the calling.
sheesh.
christians songs are not allowed.
so they ended up doing only four songs.
duh.

gotta mug now.
four tests coming up nxt wk.
sick.
the teachers muz be sick.
later.
bluh.
geez.addicted to the 'superman' song.

___*uneverknwGODisalluneeduntilGODisallisallu'vegot--

2004-07-23T18:55:00.000+08:00

heyy.
tml chinese oral.
signs.=[
sure fail.
singsparation was a drag.
sopihyandy hav not shaved.
[wonder if he wants to compete with JJ]
english lesson was fun.
tay told us ghost stories.
ytd e cell grp was gr8.
wished there will be more cg's.
this morning also had prayer at e drop in.
yeaa.
tml mayb going to paragon to do cip with aud they all.
wanna go f3/4 cos got lit.
budden dun wan POA.
wanna go f3/2 cos gort triple science.
sheesh.
mayb can request for lit.
hu knws?
..hmmm.
let God decide.
he will alwaes reserve da best for me.^-^

____*ifoundpeacewhenucameintomyheart___*//

2004-07-19T16:53:00.000+08:00

geeez.had a farnie dae todae.LOL.forgot to take my wallet this morning.almost late for sch.i was like.DUH.x]
man.i'm totally slacking in science.cuz of Jennette.LOL.she kept me distracted with playing lame games en drawing jvong cartoons.shheesh.bud i hav to admit.i was also very into it.=]=]=]=]
now im bcuming more crappier and lamer cuz of her.[thnks for nth jennette]bud its also kinda fun sitting with her.[gee.i took a week to learn tht.]
niwae.jasontay's cell grp change to thursdae.smiles.anione interested? its at e avt at 3.30pm.feel free to cum!!
arghh.this sat got oral.sheesh.gonna fail.then sumore got CIP.haix.mayb gonna go paragon with jean they all cuz gonna support b3x.hahas.barry said it will be nice.who knws? hope they dunt crank up.=]

*____successconsistsofgettingupmoretimesthanufall____*

2004-07-18T14:53:00.000+08:00

juz came back frm church.service was gr8.jumbo came back frm london for a visit.x]happyhappyhappy.gonna mug now.later.

.wad changed? .
i've gone thru the looking glass
to find everything right side up
to see what appeared empty
is now an overflowing cup
e sky that loomed so cloudy
now glows with rainbow bright
e sun now warm and golden
erases gloom of night
my world b4 was hopeless
shackled
i wasn't free
now i soar like an eagle
and all that has chaged
is me
divinialynn.

*sticksandstonesmaybreakmybones___budwordscanneverhurtme*

2004-07-17T21:39:00.000+08:00

todae went to post celebration of e musical.went well.x]miss them.saw all e photos of e musical.dang nice.xcept for sum.bought a new top.mm.sharon dragon comin to my church tml.goo.tired.later.

Jesus take me in yr hands
and make me all tt u want me to be
Jesus help me understand
my purpose and wad eu can do thru me
fufilling my destiny

2004-07-14T17:15:00.000+08:00

sheesh.my hp went into e toliet bowl.drowned inside.now repairing.miss it.=|

.i lurrve eu .
i wish i knew a language
to express more adequately
my newfound appreciation
for what eu have done for me
if i were a river
i'd pour myself out
if i'd were a star
i'd burst into e sky
if i'd were an ocean
my waves would shout
if i were a volcano
my lava would fly
but i am just me en all that i am
every breath every heartbeat i give
every thought every dream
everything in between
im yours for as long as i live
I lurrve eu God
divinialynn.

*___onlyonetypeofworryiscorrect.toworrybcuzuworrytoomuch___*

2004-07-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

RICE MATTERS RAWKS!! e performances was a total sucess! it was lyke full hse for e two nites..!!hahaas.and we owe it all to GOD cuz we prayed b4 each performance.XD haix.i wish this didnt have to end.i realli miss e cast.realli miss them.my eyes are lyke ..swollen now cux i cried too much last nite.todae passed in a total blur.i still cant blieve tt it ended.everything.e seven months we put in juz ended lyke tt.i wish it can continue.fist,i wana thank e teachers for sacrificing their time to cum to rehersals and putting all e effort to make this musical possible.and to all e cast members.thanks for being such wondefull friends to me.i realli appreciate it.i will rmb ya guys foreva.and to GOD.if we nvr prayed.none of this could be possible.thnk u JESUS!haiz.i realli wish tt this doesnt have to end.haix.so sad.niwae..to all cast out there,wheneva u need a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear,i will b there for ya.i lurvve u guys.u will alwaes b in my heart.

2004-07-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

. same beNeth?.
beneth our layers of fashion
and hair en pretendsion
aren't we really the same?
doon't we breathe the same air?
pump red blood thru our veins?
aren't we made up of bone en flesh?
en DNA?
so wats e big deal?
why go en differentiate?
why not simply celebrate?
that we are really the same
the same underneth
en that our differences
are only skin deep
divinialynn.

2004-07-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

whahaas.backk again.did nth much todae.xpect follow shermain go some coffeeshop to eat.then we meet melvin.hmmm.something happened to thier friendship that made them not to tok to each other,so,i bcame both thier mesengers,and sorta like'stuck-in-the-middle'.yup.hmm..wrote like,21 long poems yesterdae.and 1 todae.hahaas.bullshit yea.and all is bout God.geeez.hahaaas.ytd went with shake and the others to mac.then we were lyke making noise.then two gals en three guys throw chilli sauce at us.as in the packet.then aftwards when we were going out shake say bitch when she was outside.then they sumhow saw her mouth larh.then they came out and scold her omost wana fight with her larhhs.then sum gal shermain knw came and strightened out the whole thing larhhs.budden the gals still scold shake en that sorta thing lorrhs.ermm.i kinda dno wad am i typing.so hope ya all get wad i'm trying to say.xD sheesh.badd news.theres drama on mondae.

. wHy?3x.
why do we make complications
full of foolish implications?
why the chioce to convolute
when all it serves iis to dilute?
what is real en right en true?
juz lurvve Jesus-he lurrves eu
why so many denominations?
legal dogma,rules,citations
wall us in en breed more fear
conform or eu are outta here!
why not choose simplicity
en turn from our duplicity
lurvve en learn en forgive
Jesus-show us how to live.
amen.
*done by mee.-smiles-

*____wemakealivingbywhatweget;wemakealifebywhatwegive___*

2004-06-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

*Monday*
back to school.got caught for socks by Reena..on the FIRST day of school!how bad can i get?

*tuesday*
mayb i am not meant to be with any handfone.mayb.juz let me get this outta my chest fist,b4 i xplode.MISS LEONG SUX!okay..i feel btt.dunt hav time to xplain e whole situation for ya..budden juz knw tt she misunderstood me.i didnt even use hp.well,mayb juz take out for a while..bud not at tt moment! she really has got cock eyes kehh.believe me.she confiskated my hp.and i never got it bk 2dae.i told sun of e drama members..they were lyke realli angry with miss leong and told her off[thx guys]..geeez..i set to vibration.her table muz b shaking violently now cuz i called my hp at bout a million times bud she nv answer.aniwae..muz thank mr lee also cuz he hlpe me check if miss leong in sch anot..n he is also quite concerned.hahaas.kant belive she went hm widout giving it to me.hurrmph.she totally pisses me off.

*today*
i got back my hp!mayb cuz she cld'nt stand e vibration.hahaas.got LOTSA hmwk.tired frm drama.muz pray for drama tonite.i tink i'll realli be dead tired.mmm..mayb i'll giv sch a miss tml.hahas,hu knws?
reminder:pray for barry's[li bin] sore troat and flu!

2004-06-27T16:41:00.000+08:00

did nth much 2dae.service was good.yipee.school reopens tml.[blehx].NOT looking forward.knws theres hmwk.bud dno wad hmwk.planning not to get anything done.=D

.yesterdae.
went to meet up wid grace wong.came back frm new zeland.had a fun time.then went to meet mark.yup.funn day.
france en england out.cant blieve it.

.friday.
no drama.went with mel,xav, and jon to watch a movie.shake was supposed to go.haix.thorn among e roses? no.rose among e thorns.hahaas.bud had a fun time anyway.watched e reprised match of england and portugal.haix.why muz portugal hav to win?..

2004-06-24T20:03:00.000+08:00

describe todae??..fun,fun,fun en fun!

2004-06-20T17:45:00.000+08:00

ytd went to 'e sunny island' wid mel,xavy,shermine and lim ying.had lotsa funn.went kayaking.arms aching lyke hell.hahaas.

2004-06-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

WHEW!parents juz called.they r not angry.hahas.budden i muz wait for 10mths to get a new hp!gosh..

2004-06-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

im deadd.totally deadd.2dae is a disaster.my hp died todae.how?goshh.sumone givmme an answer![mind in a total wreck]

2004-06-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

im lyke soo bored.parents went to KL.yeah!-freedom- xpjuz got off e fone.tokin for 2hrs.ears is lyke burning.hahaas.mmm..kannot contact limying for tmls outing.cos i tink ringer off.her ringer is alwaes off kehhs.haix.im gonna kill her for tt man.grrr..tired.budden dun wana slp sooo earli.shld i?shld i not?hmm..nope.i won't.*yawn.hopes she picks up e fone.zzzz...

2004-06-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

God make a way,
when things dunt seem right,
when pple look for their own ways,
when its ourselves tt we fight,
teach us to trust u,
oh wad,
wad do they knw?

2004-06-16T21:03:00.000+08:00

whahas.juz change my blogskin.finally.like it?tiring man.i needa type all e friends link cuz i accidentally deleted them.soo..if ya dunt find ya link..tag it to mee ya?..hmm..2dae had full dress rehersal..make up and all.i seriously hate makeup!it sux!had a fun time in mac aftwards.its like our hang out place aft drama everydae.hahaas.cool ehhs?saw jiawen and zarra.and they were lyke wearing almost everything e same lorhhs.hahaaas.and shermane saw mavis.hahas.

2004-06-13T18:41:00.001+08:00

wads wid e weather these days??!! its like living in an oven..for goodnees sake!grrr..hot weather juz make mee frustrated.cant slp widout air-con 2nite.lolx.hmmm..heard beacky went to nz to visit her sis cum holidae.how nice!she kan escape e hot scorching weather here!everyone is slping now at hm.borred.i am eva soo borred.haix.tis happens onli to e only child.how nice.wana change my skin.budden e stupid blogskins keep on having matanience.service was gd.dwayne led.he got thru e first round of s'pore idol ..along wid jon poh!i tink dwanye hasa gd chance of winning.he has charisma..a gd vice..en fashion taste! 2dae pastor chad jus dyed his hair light pink!!!! its soooo dang ccoool.budden i prefer dwayne last tym e hair...hot pink.geeez.i am obessing wid hair rite now.hahaas.so long for now.

2004-06-11T17:44:00.000+08:00

im borredded.reeali borred

2004-06-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

hillsongs?funn.saw charmant they all.sat wid them.yeah.saw nicloe and nick too.and alot of my other friens.but synegiz is definalty better.the cheer is dang lame can.tml got to wake at 6am.hope i dont overslp.hope.

2004-06-04T18:56:00.000+08:00

drama.again.next wk no hols.haix.selected for e toopid studio recording.mon,wen and thurs.wadadrag.then is lyke needa b in sch at 8.45!so early lor.yarhx..todae got tis stoopid photograher guy.in drama.then went to choir to take photos.hes like so sicko lor.came n talk to me in choir and tok bout wad photography thingy and how much they make.-_-duh!

2004-06-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

duh.

2004-06-01T18:36:00.000+08:00

rain is such a drag.makes u dull,tired,sad.=[
saw sumone fighting in e mrt.three gals.one was shoutin vulgarities and pullin and hittin e other gal hu was goin out.how sad.kant blieve gals are soo..aggressive.

2004-05-31T20:02:00.000+08:00

i CUT MY HAIR!!! gosh..kant believe it.i kut short fringe and short hair! i didnt even knw wad was i doing when i ask them to kut it.budden..it looks quite okay.not bad.not that bad.tml project work.whalao.8am lor.is it early or wad.

on sat went to watch movie wid xavier and shermane and lim ying.watch confessions of a teenage drama queen.reali kute.d show.halfway thot i lost my wallet.budden shermane found it on e floor.thx!mmm..had fun.the movie got one teacher look lyke miss leong.whahax.then we were laughing like mad.then we saw a diva queen! it was wad it said on e angmohs shirt actually.she walk dang farni kz.we were laughing lyke siao.then when we were eating dinner i got choked cuz of e stoopid xavier.humph.almost kannot breathe kz.and we saw sumone hu looks lyke mr.khee.hahax.

then ytd went to sympony of a thousand at e esplanade.so nice lor.then aft e thingy ended,i clapped non-stop for 15mins.cuz e conductor and e soloist came in and out for eight times cuz it was marlet sympony number eight.how lame kan they be!then everyone was lyke giving a standing ovation and they were saying words lyke bravo..fantastic..fabulous..great..etc.hahax.weird.then i ovaheard a conversation of one angmoh saying it was e best sympony of e year..cuz they onli kan perform this in lyke one in 30years.wadeva lor.they i so paiseh there..everyone wearing coat and tie and dresses and i was wearing bermudas.-_-

tiredtiredtired.gonna slp.peace out-

2004-05-28T20:04:00.000+08:00

whew! tired.todae musical until five.then follow shermane and lim ying go cut hair.halfway thru..went home.hmmz..thinkin' of cuttin my hair tml.everyone is cutting lor.i think i look nicer in short hair.wadever.oh yarhx..tml kannot go for methodist walk coz got drama.yay!then aft drama goin to watch shrek wid shermane libin they all.2dae veh fun sia drama.keep on laughin till got stomachache manz.e samuel damn funni.singsparation?sucky.wana sing all e new song budden mr.tay dun wan.humph!dammit.cant blieve fantasia won.my dad told me ytd aftnoon cos he go internet check.she has a HUGE mouth and her voice is lyke donald duck.and simon has chest hair man!whahaz.u shld have seen it.looks gross.failed mathes.aiya..dun giv a damn bout it.alot of ppl fail also.oh man.dying to listen to e hillsongs cd.forgot e title.hahax.muz get it frm bings[bing xiang] no matter wad.
love this song.still got alot of parts budden lazy to type.=]

-RESCUE.ME-

when i'm alone the world is,
such a different place.
sumtimes it's hard to keep,
e smile upon my face.
it seems lyke i try so hard and,
still i let u down.
it's taken so long bud now theres,
one thing tt i've found.

when everything starts crashing down
when all i knw falls to e ground.
when darkness cums and i can't see
yor're alwaes there to rescue me

2004-05-24T21:31:00.001+08:00

diediediediediediediediedie.candice juz told me she tinks tt i got fail two subs.diediedie.she lost e paper tt she wrote down her marks en my marks.DIEEEE!!!

DEADD.readi to meet my fate.

2004-05-24T18:16:00.000+08:00

hmmz..new blogskin..dunt quite liek it..budden also kant b bothered to find one.nvr go skool todae.headache.actually..it is not e reason i nvr go sch.when i woke up..wanted to pon drama.tot it was until 3smthin.budden i was wrong.onli until 1.15pm.haix.then todae got back all e papers.tts when i got e headache.niwae..went to denki sushi for lunch.it sucked.tams denki sushi sux.poor service.poor quality.everythin.orchard one nicer by 100x man.think partly bcuz not many pple there.then also they havin D&D tonite.haix.boreed.tml i btt be prepared.haix.i tink i alreadi knw e outcum of e exams.im dead.totally dead.

2004-05-23T20:31:00.000+08:00

haix.muz go skool tml.sian.worship was good todae.prefer lester leading though.talked to * todae.whahax.happy.supposed to go lunch wid becky..budden..she kanot make it.nxt week goin out though.found out tt she goin to nz on dec.not june.whoots!juz went to east coast bench.had fun bowlin'.

decided to go to hillsongs concert wid my church.a pity kannot join linette they all though.=[

2004-05-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

arrt is sucky 2dae.ystd slept at 12midd cuz of arrt.oh how sweet..im sacrifaicin' my time for art.how nice.juz for mrs diana ng.how i love arrt.it is soo sucky till it makes me break into smiles everytime i go for arrt lessons.mm..tryin' to b sarcastic ere.lyke mr eric lee.whahax.but seriously..i detest arrt lorxh.suck.bigg time.i'd rather kill myself then to b in art klass.hhm..my arrt paper 2dae look lyke bullshit.i rushed thru it.im gonna fail.fail.fail.how sad.lolx.went out to esplanade todae.and fullerton hotel.for fun.took lotsnlotsa photos there.e toliet in fulleton hotel is soo dam-n nice k..i dunt mind even livin' inside.hmm..fullerton hotel sure does bring back gr8 memories..*****..hahax.contacted * todae.goin' out for a movie..wid * and becky.mayb on sundae.kant wait.=]aniwae..juz finished piano.hahax.it was teerible.horrriblle.yup.feel lyke changin' teacher.but on e other hand..shes kinda..fun.geez.like miss loeng.blehx.gotta slp now..tired lyke hell.one whole dae walkin non-stop.peace out-

2004-05-20T15:35:00.000+08:00

hmm...now in ong yan jings hse..sian.nber do arrt.haix.going to hillsongs concert wid charmante they all on 5 or 6 june!!!!! kant wait!hahax..tt is gonne be sooo kool k!!whahax.yst got to orchard.went to watch 50 first dates..hahax.realli nice and fartni show.hi tom! hahax.forgetful lucy..hahax.hmmm...nice memories of that show.hope to see it again.plus troy..hahax.troy is sooo nice too! whahax.yup. im crazy.juz ate bbq mushmellows.they muz have sum kinda effect.hahax.mmm..wrote a poem todae.budden too lazy to type outte.its bout e ong-lai and e lemonring gals..right here..bside me..hahax.hmm..mayb tml then write.gtg nw..needa do art.i dont think im gonna do finish.shit.im dead.totally.dead.

2004-05-18T14:41:00.000+08:00

juz got bk.bought 10 postcards..$4.90.so ex!haiz.budden they are nice aniwae.been spending sum days wid jing yi and karentata and jing yis cousin..hahax.they're fun.went to my hse yesterdae.they loved my father..wonder y? my father is lyke soo...crappy lor.keep on tokin and tokin and tokin.aiyoyo..dnt exam sure fail man..haix.my whole life is goin down and down ..in e drain.phew...boom.[sound effects].tml home ec.dont needa studi readi la.haix.june hols is not june hols to me.it is worst than sch.everydae plus sat needa go bk to sch 4 e stoopid drama-rama-mama.idiotic man.nxt wk start lor.earliest i kan go bk is 3.45pm..lastest is 5.30!!! every dae!!! starting frm 10am!!! it is destroying my social life..lolx.haix.shid i quit..??my pop saes kannot give up..everyone is asking me to stay on..blah.it is soo bullshit.

hickory-dickory dork.the nerd went up e clock.the clock strikes one,the nerd falls down.clumsy stoopid dog.[am i craazzeee or wad?]

2004-05-11T17:44:00.000+08:00

juz finish revising mathes.miss wong is lyke so damn good lor.kant believe she wrote e whole stack of notes juz for us![thankyew!]sheesh..im being so lame.later goin to revise history,aft dinner..if i dunt fall asleep.im sick.have flu and sorethroat and headache.feelin soo bad now.kant stop sneezing.aww man.i kant seem to concentrate on study wid this huge computer blaring rite at my face.gotta learn self-control.i mux not use this com.i mux not not use this com.i mux not use this com...wait..ain't i using this com now?this is lyke soo..duh!-_- tts it,im not onli sick physically but also sick mentally.oh.tts juzt gr8.im tokin to myself.wad are u divinia..a sicko?sheesh..im scolding myself now.i needa be away frm this harmful creature.i needa get away..frm this idiotic com.now.and fast.

2004-05-11T12:26:00.000+08:00

my whole head is is filled wid exams exams exams..B-O-R-I-N-G!no choice.juz cum back frm sch.tired like hell sia.2dae history paper.not enough time.was rushing thru it like siao.bud in e end managed to finish.poor candice.onli do 1 qn for section c.she thought muz choose onli one.budden act. muz do all.haix.20 markx gone juz like tt.watta waste[dun cry kkx?]i rmb last yr mah mathes exam nvr do last qn cuz forgot to turn e paper.lost 8 marks.bud heng got pass.lolx.dun feel lyke studyin for geo and mathes now.lazzy.lolx.com keep on lagging.whalao.dad said onli wait till sec 4 then buy new one.then i muz get all A's for my 'o'level.dream on?i realli dunno if i kan make it.budden for e sake of the com..i'll....try.karen got new hp.soo good.she juz lost hers and now she got one new one.haix.some pple r juz born to b rich.came across this passage...kinda like it..it goes lyke this..

*desiderata*
go placidly amid the noise and haste,and remember what peace there may be in silence.as far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.speak your truth quietly and clearly and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant,they too have their story.
aviod loud and aggressive persons,they are vexatious to the spirit.if you compare yourself with others,you may become bitter or vain, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
keep interested in your own career,however humble,it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.exercise caution in you business affairs,for the world is full of trickery.but let this not blind you to what virtue there is,many persons strive for high ideals,and everywhere life is full of heroism.
be yourself.especially,do not feign affection.neither be cynical about love,for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass.
take kindly the counsel of the years,gracefully surrendering the things of youth.nurture strengh of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.but do not disstress yourself with imaginings.many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.beyond a wholesome discipline,be gentle with yourself.
you are a child of the universe,no less than the trees and the stars,you hava right ti be here.and whether or not it is clear to you,no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
therefore be at peace with God,wadeva you concieve Him to be,and wadeva your labors and aspirations,in the noisey confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
with all its sham,drudgery and broken dreams,it is still a beautiful wporld.be cheerful.strive to be happy.

nice right?kinda make sense.hahax.0-0

2004-05-10T19:02:00.000+08:00

ho-hum.tired.juz now muggin for history eexam.kant absorb anithin into my head.yawn.seems like now im juz flunkin my studis all e way.kant be bothered.juz now took a nap.had tis dream.but forgot.onli rmb tt it was veri spastic.whahahx.made a new friend 2dae.on the train wid aizhu.quite pretty.frm f4-2.forgot to ask 4 her name.[imgettin'old].realli nice.she supposed to alight at tenah merah.but peh me until tam.soo sweet.2dae miss ng was a boreman.she was lyke naggin non-stop.hate her mouth.went to com lab but com kannot log in.whaha.kannot do ani work.heng nvr ask for our oral presentation.nette created a story.told me all of it.hahax.e story was lame.but veri spastic.yeah.ran three rounds todae.didnt stop.hahax..so happi.budden aftwards stomach pain till like siao.im gettin' bk to sleep.-_-

*dreams*
alostyoungpetal
wonderingsouls
iseethedreamyouseek
followmeplease,ifyoudare
thedreamiscoming
foryouandme
ireturnbyyourside
withaheartinmyhand
itislikeabrightfiredancing
totheslowmusicturning
myheartassmoothasivory
hasturnedtoalonely,sulfer
iretiremyheartnowtoyou
lovemebcuziloveyou

2004-05-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

haix.2dae so tired sia.english exam.tis is e worst compo i hv written man.its bout a flood.actually didnt wana do tt wan.but no time to rewrite readi larh.cuz i spent bout 5mins thinkin and thinkin bout wad to write.then i wrote and wrote budden got writers block. then i crush e paper and do all ova again.by e time i wana rewrite no time liaox.so i hurry up finish.so fickle-minded 2dae.haix.then aft sch went to drop-in.got bible study there.then ask dorcas givme chinese spelling.hate chinese man.die lar tml chinese exam.i think i'm gonna fail man.

dear God,givme e wisdom to go thru tml's chinese exam.help me get outta e classroom alive.help me remember all tt i hav learnt so tt u can get me in the class which u desire me to go to.amen